Little Time Offs

To let time pass without my effort

Photo by Nathan Dumlao on Unsplash

to take some time offs
only little not too much
— unless when luck strikes —
but maybe frequently
throughout the day
whenever thought-feelings arise
those bite me in the ass
— actually in the chest —
almost every single time
when I finally give in to suppression;
instead, a little time off
to let time pass
with those very thought-feelings;
being okay with not knowing
what…