Self-Improvement Is Self-Entrapment

How to dig your own hole with like-minded diggers

Photo by Shiromani Kant on Unsplash

the promise is
if I get to be like that
or acquire such and such skills
or become momma’s good boy
then I get to be here
then I will be permitted to be here
see that see that
that is the pain there
when will I get to be here
when will I get to be free from
the pain of not being here
out of bullying and compulsivity
of my…